I WANT A BREAK UP.

this iish what i told him.

his reply...

WHAT THING AGAIN.

i was like so so upset. why cant he understand. why cant he knows what i am thinking. why must he be in this way. WHY WHY WHY! its not the first time. i say i want a break up. this iish the third and last time. i wont be softhearted again. i wont! had told him many times before. my feelings. my thinkings. he knows that! he cant be so stupid! but he just didnt changed the way of treating me like that. it became WORST! no more contacts. no more! can eu imagine eu are his girl! and hes treating eu in this way. how would eu feel. i believe every girls will have the same thinking as me.

CONCLUSION:
I AM JUST A NOBODY IN HIS HEART!
he dont give a damn about me. he just want to be attached. by the name of STATUS. TA BIN MEI YOU BA WO FANG ZAI YAN LI. all those things i had said. just came in and out for his mind. he dont care! he just dont. he would changed. changed for the better. IF ONLY i am the one in his heart. BUT I AM NOT!

i wonder why would he fall for me in the first place. maybe i am just a bait for him to catch. once he gets hold of me. he will just let go. there iish this sayings "nan zui de nu ren. shi zui zeng gui de". playing hard to gets for the girls.

i shouldnt take the first step! I SHOULDNT! and this iish wad happens after. but i thought one should chase for their happiness? and i thought hes the one for me. HAHS. this iish so FUNNY! =D if hes the one for me. i wont be at here crying. STUPID ME!

i love him. i still do.

but i believe.
TIME WILL HEAL.
(: