You Will Never Be Replaced ♥

didnt receive any msg from him. ): i dont understand. who am i to him. his girfriend? or just a part-time girlfriend? or maybe a nobody? why did he treat me in this way. im thinking. i want him to love me more and more. i want him to miss me. i just want to be a part of his life. i just want him to need me. perhaps i dont him well enough bahs. (: this relationship iish a no no ?

early in the morning. i was awake by the shoutings and cursing. im afraid. im scare. i dont want to be invovled in this kinda of situation. i hate to quarrel with my family. and i dont want them to quarrel. i feel sadd. very upset. im envious of my friends who have a happy family. their family background makes me jealous of them. )': i never wanted to blame my parents for all these. i never wanted. but somehow. i just cant control my temper. my tears. whenever i think of these. i feel like crying out loud. or shouting out. i know. i know how my mom feels. i feel sadd for her. shes strunggling so hard to support the family. and im treating her in this very badd way. im infillial. i hate myself for treating her like that. i wanna say i love eu. with a kiss on her cheeks. and hug her tightly. but i just cant seem to do it.

during my sec 3 - 4 years. im notorious. i stay away from home. steal things. i feel so badd! im ruining my life. i bought disgrace to her. ): and this year. i quarrel with her and run away from home. i feel so upset. i know she feels hurts. shes sadd. although i had never seen a drop a tear before. she had to carry so many burdens.

i hate my dad. i dislike him. but somehow i still miss him. i dont know what happen to them. and i really wish to know. however as my teacher had once say to me. i should stay out of this. its their problem. i should concentrate on my Os.

i just want a happy family! maybe i shouldnt be here. maybe i shouldnt. they might be living happily together. without my appearance.

{ SHUYUN LOVES YOU . }

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